there are
days when every second feels like a year.
moments when your whole body just wants to collapse in on you.
nights when you can’t sleep but can’t stay awake.
and all you want to do is
run out of the room and straight into the woods.
fall to the floor right then and there.
curl up under those covers and just disappear.
and you don’t know if you can do anything
but cry
So you just want to fall apart
and i’m not here to tell you
to force your broken bones off the floor once again
i am just going to say that
it’s alright
you can stay there for a little bit
and you can take a deep breath
you don’t have to run with a broken leg
and you don’t have to smile when you’re mouth can’t even move
you can get back up again when your lungs start to work again
your time will come soon enough
i promise
